The Chronically Ill Vegan Ballerina's Mostly Holistic Lifestyle Blog
A site dedicated to feeling well and positive while being sick…and the things that I used to get me as well as possible.
Today has been a day of safety AND growth for me. Safety, because I did alot of introspection and meditations since awakening. I believe there was learning, and therefore growth today. As I sit here drinking my Sleepytime Extra tea, which I've grown accustomed to tasting....I am trying to think of all I did today.… Continue reading Safety or Growth?
Some major foot pain today with the post-op 2nd reconstruction and the CRPS/RSD pain. My foot has been incredibly cold all day, despite being in two pairs of socks the past 6 hours. And the ones closest to me, those super fuzzy aloe vera-laced ones. After having my awesome boots on for the evening, I… Continue reading I am but a humble mermaid, trying to dance…
So today was the 2nd part of the psychological evaluation for the Dorsal Root Ganglion Spinal Cord Stimulator to treat my CRPS/RSD in my right foot and leg. My doctor was very nice. I can understand the very in-depth written exam on my pain and how it effects my life, that I completed about a… Continue reading Spinal Cord Stimulator, on the way! (Maybe.)
No matter what you fear or do not fear, you will still go down the path. That's what the above quote means---to me, in my opinion. I really wasn't sure what I wanted to write about tonight. The above is yesterday and today's quote from the new Zen calender I got at Michael's yesterday. Anxiety… Continue reading To Fear or Not To Fear
This week has been a shit-storm of bullshit feelings of the poopy kind. First learning that my secondary insurance was suspended or cancelled. Dealing with the horrible lady from the office...Her Royal Bitchiness. I've been dealing with HRB for about a decade. And it's never a nice phone conversation. Not knowing the status of where… Continue reading feelings of being worthless…
Today is Day 4 of the CBD oil Guinea Pig trial. I am also being put on propanolol to see if it helps with my Complex-PTSD. I just got home from my 4 month check-up with my family doctor. I like her. I've been going to her since about 1994, after the doctor that… Continue reading I’m a Guinea Pig
I apologize! This is only really the third day of me blogging. I thought I put this on the blog. I couldn't check the site because of internet problems. We've discovered our filter for our phone line and internet was corroded, so we need to get new ones. So this isn't actually going out until… Continue reading My Fire Fox hates WordPress when it’s snowing, or, Day 2
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