mental health

To Fear or Not To Fear

No matter what you fear or do not fear, you will still go down the path. That's what the above quote means---to me, in my opinion.  I really wasn't sure what I wanted to write about tonight. The above is yesterday and today's quote from the new Zen calender I got at Michael's yesterday. Anxiety… Continue reading To Fear or Not To Fear

chronic illness

feelings of being worthless…

This week has been a shit-storm of bullshit feelings of the poopy kind. First learning that my secondary insurance was suspended or cancelled. Dealing with the horrible lady from the office...Her Royal Bitchiness. I've been dealing with HRB for about a decade. And it's never a nice phone conversation.  Not knowing the status of where… Continue reading feelings of being worthless…

domestic violence, mental health, Self-Esteem

There was a disturbance in the force last night

  Last night we went to see The Last Jedi, Episode 8 in Star Wars. Yes, I'm kind of a Star Wars geek. Just ask Wicket W. Warrick, The Ewok, who was given to me for Christmas in 1982, and is still with me today, albeit, a little flattened and scruffy. I have multiple Wicket… Continue reading There was a disturbance in the force last night

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migraines and cool surprises in the mail

Hello!!!!! I got socked with a migraine Monday night about 8:30pm, after posting my last blog update on being a Guinea pig. I took my night time meds, including the brand new propanolol at 8:15pm, and by 8:22, I was feeling funny and had to lay down. I was out of it and couldn't move… Continue reading migraines and cool surprises in the mail

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I’m a Guinea Pig

Today is Day 4 of the CBD oil Guinea Pig trial.   I am also being put on propanolol to see if it helps with my Complex-PTSD. I just got home from my 4 month check-up with my family doctor. I like her. I've been going to her since about 1994, after the doctor that… Continue reading I’m a Guinea Pig

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My Fire Fox hates Wordpress when it’s snowing, or, Day 2

I apologize! This is only really the third day of me blogging. I thought I put this on the blog. I couldn't check the site because of internet problems. We've discovered our filter for our phone line and internet was corroded, so we need to get new ones. So this isn't actually going out until… Continue reading My Fire Fox hates WordPress when it’s snowing, or, Day 2