Today has been a day of safety AND growth for me. Safety, because I did alot of introspection and meditations since awakening. I believe there was learning, and therefore growth today. As I sit here drinking my Sleepytime Extra tea, which I've grown accustomed to tasting....I am trying to think of all I did today.… Continue reading Safety or Growth?
Tag: Insight Timer
I am but a humble mermaid, trying to dance…
Some major foot pain today with the post-op 2nd reconstruction and the CRPS/RSD pain. My foot has been incredibly cold all day, despite being in two pairs of socks the past 6 hours. And the ones closest to me, those super fuzzy aloe vera-laced ones. After having my awesome boots on for the evening, I… Continue reading I am but a humble mermaid, trying to dance…
I want to Believe
If you are an "X-Phile" like me, now, you see, "I want to Lie." After this week's showing of Season 11, Episode 1 of The X-Files. No, I don't want to Lie, I WANT TO BELIEVE. It's something I even carry on my person every day, as you can see from the above pictures. Yesterday's… Continue reading I want to Believe
feelings of being worthless…
This week has been a shit-storm of bullshit feelings of the poopy kind. First learning that my secondary insurance was suspended or cancelled. Dealing with the horrible lady from the office...Her Royal Bitchiness. I've been dealing with HRB for about a decade. And it's never a nice phone conversation. Not knowing the status of where… Continue reading feelings of being worthless…
Playing Catch-up
In taking some time off from certain technologies, we were supposed to go away for a few days to Chincoteague Island, VA for New Year's. We were looking forward to watching the Horseshoe drop at midnight on New Year's Eve in the town square. I was especially looking forward to doing my second Polar Pony… Continue reading Playing Catch-up
Stress & Meditation thoughts
As some of my close friends know, I am really into meditation, herbs, supplements, essential oils, etc. Basically mindful thinking and plant and mineral medicine. I have been working really hard on living in the present moment for the past 5 years. (And it is REALLY a struggle some days!) I have been meditating off… Continue reading Stress & Meditation thoughts